Ramble ramble ramble

So much on my mind and I don't know what to do. Lately I just wished
everything would go away or myself would go away.

For once there is someone I really like well probably more than just
like. I'm pretty sure it's more than like. But I have a feeling it's
done and over with. I am not having expectations but I may be thinking
too much or way beyond what it is. I guess this new situation has
really tackled my inner feelings and challenged me a whole lot.

I've been in this house alone for about a week now. Yes it's a good
move but I am still not comfortable being alone. After many years
sharing a house hold with someone and now talking to myself, makes me
feel like I'm going crazy.

Anyways just feeling lonely and don't know how to fulfill that need.

Life is tough but I am still rolling along.

Yes I do cry when I am alone and that's why I am writing in this blog.
I need to find an outlet to share.

:)

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